Sunday, 29 December 2019

Schizokee Princess Poetry



1.

(What is love?)

do you know what love really is ?

All our lives we are feed the lie that all we need is love.

But it is not love that will save us .

But us that need to save love.

our pain and anguish is our armor.

God doesn't love saints best.

It's the sinner's because our light shines the brightest.

Bright bright bright and show the world our might.



2.

(WALK WITH MY ANGELS)

Before you can  walk with my angels.

You have to been there to fight my demons with me.

Before i became the person that is me.

Been with me in my darkest hour.

Before i was in my brightest chapter.

All you have to do is believe.

then you may walk with my angels and ME.



3.

(STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT )

Star light star bright grant my wish .

That i wish tonight.

Easy the world of it's despair.

Bring or life in this air.

Ease the pain and despair.

Usher hope there's no time to spare.

Let the light shine through.

That it's our time and it's calling on you.

It's time to make nations move and show the world our point of view.

Star light star bright i'm betting on you .

It's time to start the world anew.




4.


( OUTTA TIME )

Hurry hurry quick quick quick.

People need you quick quick quick.

Don't bother stopping or resting quick.

Their not worried if you are sick sick sick.

They don't care if you're in pain.

They just care about their gain.

But the shoe is turned around.

Their on the first flight outta town.

There's not enough hours in the day.

To do what's whats needed come hell or rain.

Even though try with all your might.

Your going to do their might.

They'll get mad and blame it on you.

But it's TIME so it does what it wants to.




5.

(WHY)

Why do I feel lonely.

Why do I feel pain.

Like the sun won't shine again.

Like the world is closing in.

It's hard to breath.

How can i win?

I  win by standing and doing what's right.

No matter the quest or why.

People need new hope.

Sometimes more than they need air.

I'm not complaining.

No not at all.

I just need to know why I feel like this at all.

Like i will never get a brake.

I feel like a wolf always on the chase.

This can't be normal no not at all.

I need someone to lean on.

I am so much but count on few.

Tell me when i can on you.

Without worrying or despair.

I need to know why I'm the one getting left out in the air.

It's not easy nor is it right.

I just need to know why why why????????



6.

(TIC TOK)

Tic tok the sound of the clock.

I need to know does it ever stop.

Not enough hours in the day.

A lot can go wrong.

Like it just never stops.

Tic tok  goes the clock.

 It's on you to make it stop.

Call on Jesus and pray.

Become humble don't let it waste.

mankind not is not kind.

don't you know.

You go through rain before the rainbow.



7.

(NO)

No hard feelings.

No harm passed.

Be like jesus.

And forget the past.

Hold no fault.

Hold no blame.

That is if heaven.

Is what you claim.

Erases the hurt.

Erase the pain.

The time is your's.

So just take aim.




8.

(No right time goodbye)

There's never a good time to say goodbye.

All you do is wonder why.

The good seem to go first.

Why the good take their place with the stars in the universe.

And the bad go on with their lives.

Never seeming to have to face justice.

To face their crimes.

And all that's left is a memory, a good laugh, and times that used to be.

The angels go in a flash.

And just like that their a used to be be.

No longer flesh and blood but a memory.

And preserve their memory and values and make them last.

TO not let let it die in the shadows and things of the past.

But to let them shine in the now and future light.

Their wisdom is to be held sacred and to never die.

(Dedicated to Mr Mark let his light forever SHINE)


9.

( My friend Tabitha)


She is the sweetest thing no doubt about that.

She gets on my nerves and I can get mad.

Her heart of gold still shines through.

Easy to read because her heart's on her sleeve.

There is no need to ask because you always see it so no reason to ask.

I always no she has my back.

She drives me crazy even mad.

There when I need her don't have to ask.

Never missing a beat.

So my loyalty comes without a doubt.

It goes for eternity no question about that.

Not only my friend but my sister no question bout that.

Speaks her mind even puts me in line no second guessing it's a proven fact.

Never could be replaced no matter time or space.

She got the job she is one my saving grace.

We argue fuss and cuss.

There no woman who could ever replace us.


What i love most about miss thang.

She accepts me whole and let's me do my thang.

She matches my crazy and tolerates me.

So there is no question why i love her miss thang.
(dedcatied to ms tabaitha my sister and queen shine your light the world is your's miss thang).


like no other .



10.

(WILL MY FOREVER THING)

He is corny.

He makes me laugh.

He makes me soul sing.

A beam of light.


When the world is bleak.

I could search the world and find no other.

His love is pureterst of pure there is no other.
   
I found my kindred soul.

There could be no other.

(Dedicated to William Bickers my light soul and world glad we found one another)


Who's light shines 



11.
(True friend )

A true friend is all i ask.

That understands my crazy.

Doesn't even  have to ask.

Accepts my flaws and my kinks.

Don't need to ask we are on the same link.

Knows my heart is pure.

Understands my mind.

Willing to stand the battle.

By my side in the darkest hour.

Answer my calls without thinking. 

I  can cry  on their shoulder when I need.

That's what I call a true friend a true friend indeed.


12.

(Dying Love)

Why can't we go back like we used to be

I call you, You call me on the phone all night till we fall asleep

Couldn't be away longer than a minute

Without missing each other like crazy.

Now something is missing,

Can't put my finger on it.

It's driving me crazy.

What happened to the romance and chemistry?

Looking at you now, It's a mystery.

Lost more than my lover.

I lost my other half and dearest friend to me.


13.

(It hurts to breath)

Instead of being laid up carrassing and making plans,

All we do is argue about half truths,

And late hours and no calls back.

What I wouldn't give to get it back.

Instead of crying over the dying love,

Of our once sacred romance,

We have drifted so far apart

Both did and said things

And now have broken hearts.

No matter we try it'll never be like the start.

Wish we turn back the clock,

before it ever start.

Instead of trying to heal and piece back our tattered hearts.

What used to be the sweetest thing,

has turned to retched things.

There's no repairing things.

Just a sad love song.

Now it's the end of things,

End of you and me.

It's gone frome real love,

To the broken pieces,

Of this dying thing.

This Dying Love.


14.

(Just Me)

I'm not perfect, nor angel, or saint.

I have my flaws and little kinks.

Not much I can say I'm just me.

I'm human which means there's good and bad,

I go through trails and yes I have some scars,

But before you walk you must learn to crawl.

Yes I've made mistakes while I was young,

Even to this day I have to fall and stumble to find my way.

I take the good with the bad,

And thank God every day even when things don't go my way,

That's only part of me,

Let me educate,

If I could do it all over again.

I wouldn't change the good, bad, ugly and crazy things.

I'll do it again without missing a beat.

They made the person that I am,

And in spite of things I'm not done learning, growing, and trying things.


15.

(You on being me)

I love to draw, write, and sing.

I love to cook and dance, read, and

hang with my better half, friends and family.

These are just a few things that make me me.

I can be overly sensitive, good hearted or a little mixed.

What can I say that's just me being me.

I am who I am, I'm just me.


16.

(Party Time)

It's friday night.

That means it's party time.

When girls unwind.

even loose their minds.

Shake the stress of the weekday.

So come on in.

Let the fun begin.

Time to start the weekend.

Thank God it's the weekend.

Let the party begin.


17.

( Shout out )

Shout out to all my friends.

That wishes only the best.

Yet can accept me at my wits end.

When I don't know rather it's the start or at the end.

Don't always agree with what I say.

Or see things my way.

Know when to talk.

When to let me vent.

Without saying anything their on the same wavelink.

To support me, or a swift kick in the rear end.

To get me out my slump and up and going.

You guys are apart of me.

I soak up your love and wisdom.

Like a sponge letting it soak up and sink in.

Each of them has apart that made me who I am.

I just wanted to say I love you for helping on my life's journey through thick and thin.

When you see me you apart of each of them.

There's no question if I'm blessed.

I thank God for them and they could never be 

Replaced.


18.

( Life)

Life isn't about where you're going.

Or even where you've been.

It's about the journey and the memories along the way.

Some will make you smile when you call upon them to turn your day around.

Other's may get you down to where you can't fake a smile.

It's the people, place, and things.

All the lessons learned.

The battle yet to be faced.

Thank GOD for his eternal love.

His endless grace.

For each new day the sun shines upon your face.

It's bigger than you.

It's more than me.

It's this thing called LIFE and it's a crazy thing.


19.

(My Apology )

This is to the one's I've hurt.

Or let down on the way.

Rather physical or mental.

I was wrong just to be frank.

Rather if it was meant to.

Or you got caught up in the sting.

I was wrong there's no taking it back.

I was taught better and knowing that.

I can't turn back the clock.

No taking away the pain.

All i can do is be true and honestly sincere.

When I say yes I did it.

Take the punishment for what I've done.

And in time hopeful I'll get a chance to say I'm sorry.

I made a mistake.

Until this is the best i can do.

Hopes it reaches you the ones I've wronged along the way.

So here I stand as a woman.

Taking what comes along it can go one of two ways.

I own up and take the blame.

I don't expect you to forgive.

Let alone forget.

I'm just humbling myself to say from me to you.

Know this much is true.

I stand before you and the world for judgement no reason for a case.

I may never get the chance to say I'm sorry.

Or make it up to you. 

It's a humble woman who made.

A Error a mistake.

I apologize from me to you.

Letting you know I'm not ashamed to confess.

I messed up  along the way.

Offering the hand of friendship.

Promising to do better if you let me.


20.  Real Love

Real love is...….

Real love is life.

Being wiling to stick around.

No matter the up's and down's.

There will be JOY along with it comes Pain.

Are you willing to do whatever it takes?????

No matter the case.

To take a chance on a leap of Faith.

When the deck is down.

There's no sun to be found.

I need to know are you Down.

WILL YOU STILL BE AROUND????


Knowing our  LOVE will be tested.

I need to know .

So there's no need in SECOND guessing.

Rain may be here.

Brighter days shall soon appear.

When the strength of our love is pushed to the limits.

That's when we'll see just how REAL.

Our real love is.


21.  Believe.

Where ever your at in this point in your life.




Believe

Rather it's at bright as a summer's day.

Believe

Or as dark as the stormiest night in may.

Believe

Know you are a testament of God's endless might.

Believe

So WHO are YOU to give up without a FIGHT.

Believe

Everyday won't be sunny and bright.

Believe

There will be trails of FAITH.

You have to stand and FIGHT.

Believe

No matter what may stand in your way.

Believe 

Stand tall in your FAITH 

With God you can do anything all you have to do is....

Believe. 

   

22.The In Between 

Yes your gone.

I can no longer see your face.

This pain I cant hide.

Almost to hard to face.

No matter how hard no matter time or space.

We can  meet in a secret place.

In the in between.

Somewhere out of reach of time and space.

Where we can be together in a sacred place.

Which nothing and no one can take.

Where you will be my guardian angel .

My inner peace.

I can be with you and you with me.

Our own little place just you and me.

Whenever I want to be with you .

And take time to breath.

I know where to meet you.

The In Between.

(DEDCIATED TO MY FRIEND TABITHA'S MOTHER
   MAY SHE FOREVER REST IN PEACE)





23. Don't Count Me Out
     Just
     Count On Me

Don't count me out.

That's not what I need.

Just count on me.

Just you watch.

I'll make you see.

Have a little faith.

Believe in me.

When the cards are down.

Is when I'm at my best.

I make you proud .

I'll pass any test.

No need to doubt or even second guess.
Just you watch wait and see.

Don't Count Me Out.

Just Count On Me.

24.

When Your Down

When your down I'll be your smile.

Take a breath and just breath.

You have to let other's sometimes be your strength. 

When your feeling down.

Don't worry just lean on me.

Even the strongest have their moments.

When even they doubt their most unmoving beliefs.

NO need to frown turn it upside down.

Let loose and take time to breath.

The rains here for now but it shall soon break up and leave.

Until then i'll be the clown to make you smile.

Let your guard down everyone's not against like you think.

Your my rhodie my homie my sissy of all things.

If you need me I'll be there faster then you can blink.

May GOD help who ever makes you weep.

Then they have to deal with me.

It's me and you until the end.

Now that's what I call a true friend. 

When your down. 

Just call on me.

I'll pick you back up and you'll shine brighter.

Then even you could believe.

These aren't just words.

But a promise for you.

From me YOUR MY BEST FRIEND
AND MY SIS.

AND I'LL LOVE YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY.
DEDICATED 
TO TABITHA LOVE YOU SISSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



25.

Will

Your a true friend indeed.

What you see in ME.

I can't even see.

I'm just blessed sent you to me.

We had our up's and our down's.

I'm just thankful you stick around.

I'm not always perfect let alone handle.

That's coming from me .

I'm just writing this poem as a show of thanks and appreciation for being there for me.

Letting me be me.

And never giving me up on me.

I don't always get it right.

STEP UP when it's time.

Just hold on.

I get it right just keep being you an believing in me .

Than just watch me become the person I was meant to be.

One day making you proud.
  
While you wait IN THE OF MEMPHIS for me.

Thanks for being you .

YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME
DEDICATED TO 
WILLIAM BICKERS
FONDER OF 
MOON OF MEMPHIS
AND A DEAR FRIEND TO ME
LOVE YOU


26. Mark

Mark you been a brother to me.

Telling me to hold on.

It's never as bad as it seems.

Giving me strength when even I didn't believe in me.

There's no amount of words.

Or anything that could compare to the love and wisdom.

You shared with me.

Even when I was to stubborn and thought I knew everything.

You stuck by side your wife mean a lot to me.

Even when we're on different pages and don't agree.

I love you brother you and your Wife.

WILL ALWAYS BE MY FAM AND THAT'S JUST APART OF LIFE.

dedicated to Mark 
my big head brother THANKS for never giving up on me.


























































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